Friday, 1 February 2008

First day in February

Pagi hujan dengan sebesarnya, basah menyelimuti Jakarta dengan perpaduan antara kekokohan dan kerapuhan.. aku beranjak dari tidur, membuka mata menyingkap selimut hingga tinggal dingin menusuk diri, kusegarkan pagi ini walau sudah cukup dinginya udara pagi ini.. berjalan, mengendarai motor menebas hujan.. menyingkap tetesan hujan yang menyapu wajah dan kubelah jalan becek bergenangan air..
br..br..br... dingin merasuki sukma tapi kutahan.. harus sampai di tujuan tepat waktunya, tak perlu mampir singgah dan tergoda akan hangatnya tempat berteduh pinggir jalan itu.. biar semua berlalu pikirku.. aku memacu tak kencang tak pula perlahan dengan kehati-hatian tanpa ketrgesaan..

finally, 8.02 sampailah diri di pelataran gedung yang tiap hari kutuju.. bergegas ke depan menuju mesin penanda kehadiranku setelah motorku kutempatkan di tempat hangat dengan atap.. 8.04 klik, zarifa, elva menandakan hadirku.. dan ku bergegas menaiki anak tangga menuju ruangan nyaman, dingin walau penuh kehangatan karena ramahnya suasana..

dan ipon pun berbunyi, mungkin rekan sekerjaku. yup, she just wants to inform me bout some accident happens to another friend. just now, rekanku merasakan keterkejutan saat ia sedang berboncengan di tengah jalan menyibak hujan, ia tertimpa tumbangan pohon yang tepat menindihnya.. untung tak apa, hanya pusing sangat yang terasa..

dan aku bersyukur kepadaNya, bahwa di tengah lebatnya hujan yang menjadi nikmat bagi umat, di tengah tiupan angin lebat aku tak apa.. aku bersyukur sekali atas nikmat yang Ia berikan di pagi hari di awal bulan february....
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Thursday, 24 January 2008

d truely friend is....












When someeone says that ur friend is the one that will trust you even if no one does not, the one that one to be with u in such hard thing condition, in the difficulties n sadness, the one that can make you calm in every 'hot' situation...

but a true friend also the one that always in ur side, that u want to share every little thing of ur happiness.. a friend that can be share with...

Thank God, i've them a lot... lots of in my life...
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Here he is...

night with its darkness..
day with its lights.....
the diffrentiation between them mix together in the noon...
not too lights and not very darks....

me with mine,
him with his..
just finding out d different and adapt one another...

and here he is...
dont know whether he's d one n only...
whether become part of my life...
just trying to walk together in one vision to make the mission real...
though in d future not him that i found in my life,
but at least i'm happy now that he fill my life...

and here he is,
from the top and the bottom
up and down
side by side
just running time together...
trying to be better.....

with him now..
he,
dhy...
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Tuesday, 22 January 2008

someone's coming...

someone's out there is coming
through unpredictable way..
through d sun n d moon..
through d world out there...
like d rainbow colouring d day...

feeling is raising...
though it's never arise before...
he is here nearly in front of me..
he is there wait for me...
stopping d way through.....

waiting is not for me now,
he is here for me,
Hopefully,
just for me..
for now on..
for d day in d future..
forget everything..
coz impossible can be a possible things..
finally wanna be with someone..
one who not expect me more than i can..
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Friday, 14 September 2007

fasting month and the trial to fast from anything which is bad

Alhamdulillah.....
God give me the opportunity to meet a very beautiful and incredable month...
Ramadhan....
love to meet this month again....
not only because in this month full of 'barokah' but also in this month usually I review my self in the past..

yup, admitted that lots of mistakes I did during last year..
lots of that possibly done whether I realized it or now,
though I tried to avoid it
often, the 'nafs' cannot be control as easy as we want..

during this month, next month, and all months in the future
trying to improve my self,
asking for forgiveness,
Saying lots of 'isthigfar' for God
saying lots of sorry for many people that I hurted not by purposed..
coz I never meant to do bad to them...

in this month,
where lots of angels come to earth..
want to open new page of my life
trying to clean all the black book,
which is dirty, messy and not arrangeable....
want to start a new life
as good as I can.............
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