fasting month and the trial to fast from anything which is bad

Alhamdulillah.....
God give me the opportunity to meet a very beautiful and incredable month...
Ramadhan....
love to meet this month again....
not only because in this month full of 'barokah' but also in this month usually I review my self in the past..

yup, admitted that lots of mistakes I did during last year..
lots of that possibly done whether I realized it or now,
though I tried to avoid it
often, the 'nafs' cannot be control as easy as we want..

during this month, next month, and all months in the future
trying to improve my self,
asking for forgiveness,
Saying lots of 'isthigfar' for God
saying lots of sorry for many people that I hurted not by purposed..
coz I never meant to do bad to them...

in this month,
where lots of angels come to earth..
want to open new page of my life
trying to clean all the black book,
which is dirty, messy and not arrangeable....
want to start a new life
as good as I can.............

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