d truely friend is....

When someeone says that ur friend is the one that will trust you even if no one does not, the one that one to be with u in such hard thing condition, in the difficulties n sadness, the one that can make you calm in every 'hot' situation...

but a true friend also the one that always in ur side, that u want to share every little thing of ur happiness.. a friend that can be share with...

Thank God, i've them a lot... lots of in my life...

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Here he is...

night with its darkness..
day with its lights.....
the diffrentiation between them mix together in the noon...
not too lights and not very darks....

me with mine,
him with his..
just finding out d different and adapt one another...

and here he is...
dont know whether he's d one n only...
whether become part of my life...
just trying to walk together in one vision to make the mission real...
though in d future not him that i found in my life,
but at least i'm happy now that he fill my life...

and here he is,
from the top and the bottom
up and down
side by side
just running time together...
trying to be better.....

with him now..
he,
dhy...

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someone's coming...

someone's out there is coming
through unpredictable way..
through d sun n d moon..
through d world out there...
like d rainbow colouring d day...

feeling is raising...
though it's never arise before...
he is here nearly in front of me..
he is there wait for me...
stopping d way through.....

waiting is not for me now,
he is here for me,
Hopefully,
just for me..
for now on..
for d day in d future..
forget everything..
coz impossible can be a possible things..
finally wanna be with someone..
one who not expect me more than i can..

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fasting month and the trial to fast from anything which is bad

Alhamdulillah.....
God give me the opportunity to meet a very beautiful and incredable month...
Ramadhan....
love to meet this month again....
not only because in this month full of 'barokah' but also in this month usually I review my self in the past..

yup, admitted that lots of mistakes I did during last year..
lots of that possibly done whether I realized it or now,
though I tried to avoid it
often, the 'nafs' cannot be control as easy as we want..

during this month, next month, and all months in the future
trying to improve my self,
asking for forgiveness,
Saying lots of 'isthigfar' for God
saying lots of sorry for many people that I hurted not by purposed..
coz I never meant to do bad to them...

in this month,
where lots of angels come to earth..
want to open new page of my life
trying to clean all the black book,
which is dirty, messy and not arrangeable....
want to start a new life
as good as I can.............

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happy with life

Life is hapiness,
Sadness,
Dificulties,
Easyness,


Life is something to be run...
something to be done...
something to be share with...


Life sometimes become something,
not all the time....
seldom it's always nothing....

But believe on you...
that every harsh can be solved
every difficulties can be easy to do
everything will be ok....

it's all up to you!
coz u run it for u, for everyone u loved... for ur hapiness, for theirs...

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